30 December 2010

day 3 & 4

finally, i met another colleague on day 3, his name is Edwin, my second sifu... he is going to be our new supervisor very very soon. his english is pretty hard to listen cuz he talked very fast, and also with a lot of vocab, every time he talked to me i will answer "huh?", in the end, he gave up speaking english with me and we start using hokkien, gai nia............ but it is easier to understand la. then in the afternoon met Naim, a malay, actually i already met him in day 1, he is the one who made the dunno-what-name coffee for me, the time he started his shift is the time i end, so not much we interact, and we speak in malay.......... in conclusion, i use different language to comunicate with different people, swt..........

day 4, i met beng early in the morning although he is not in duty, he just came here for shiok, he is the one who interviewed me for the 1st time, or i should say he told the manager that i came for the interview.... he is going to be transfered to other branch soon, cuz we have new supervisor.... ohya, he is our present supervisor too...

learned a lot this few days, trying very hard to remember what should do what should not do, everyday recall what have i done yesterday......... haiz.......... now i am even more hardworking than during the school days. erm~ that's all for day 3 & 4 i think :)





hui yin
3rd cup of coffee----- green tea latte ;) it tastes good .........
( actually it's not coffee )

28 December 2010

day 2

today, met two new colleagues, one is our supervisor, he is an indian and his name is Daya, another one is a barista, his name is Victor, my senior aka my first sifu >.<>. when i was exposed to the handbook, the first thing i can relate is chemistry. omg, there are so many processes i have to memorize, so many coffee, so many names, so many apparatus......... haiz..... it is not easy to learn cuz i used to learn something new in mandarin, it take time if use english. make many mistake during making the coffee, luckily they didn't scold me, moreover, they help me settle all the coffee i mixed wrongly,thanks them a lot! my first coffee for my first customer was........... mocha frappuccino.......i think, i was too nervous until i forgot to remember it, just realised that it was my first coffee few minutes later, can't really recall what's the name d..... besides, i can't differentiate the size of the cups, they all look the same, so, did a lot of mistakes again.... T.T
haiz........... feel like going back school again, a lot of books are waiting for me to read......... that's all for day 2, need to start reading and memorising d, bye...




hui yin
my 2nd cup of coffee, Java Chip Frappuccino........ forgot to see the name of my 1st coffee :p

27 December 2010

first day working at starbucks

today is my first day working at starbusks officially, so i consider it as a memorable day. still have a bit nervous cuz we use english to comunicate, and as you know, my english sucks, that's why i am using english to post my blog now, hoping that my english can get better. back to the topic, they called the first working day as "first impression", which means i was introduced everything about starbucks by the manager, a lot of things i have to learn now on. ohya, i received my uniforms already, actually i wanna wear the starbucks' tee-shirt long time ago, to me, it looks very cool......hahaha XD !!! being a barista is one of my dream also, so i think i will love my job very much :) so far, the manager is very friendly, feel comfortable talking to him, i hope everybody working in starbucks is as friendly as him, then this will be the best experience ever. i am so glad i get what i want, thanks for taking me into the big family^^ i will do my best !!!



hui yin
first cup of coffee today, but i forgot the name d....

after exam~

yo~ it has been some time i haven't update my blog d, a lot of things to share with u guys ^^
first of all, i have a busy week right after my exam. my last paper end at 9.45 am on 16th Dec, after that we have to stay back to collect our certificates and leaving cert. Then, yan jin, chew fen, michell and i when to gurney and pragin to buy dress for graduation night. we were extremely tired at that time cuz all of us lack of sleep for about one month d, but we still manage to shop from 12.00 pm till 8.00pm, siao liao....... if i am not mistaken, i stay awake for 36 hours that day, siao liao.......... then the next morning rehersal at school at 8 am, but i woke up at 8.30am......... ho chai everything is not ready yet. afternoon went gurney again, finally i bought my dress, watched "Harry Potter" with pei ching and geraldine, honestly, i like reading the novel more than the movie. the next day, rehersal at school again, then went to pragin with a big gang of friends to buy our performance's outfit, we went to 1st avernue also. walking for hours again, my leg can't feel anything when i reached home... then on the next day which is sunday, we started to learn our steps, dancing is killing............. and finally in the afternoon, i can get some times to relax........ monday practised for a whole day, tuesday is THE day, busy here and there from morning till night,went to 1st avernue before when to G hotel. luckily that night i didn't forget the foot steps... wednesday is my mom off day, so we went to visit my aunty, then went to Emple to buy a new guitar, i was shocked because i thought she won't let me buy a new one. but then now i still haven't buy my guitar yet cuz that guitar i want just arrived the day before we went to the shop, they haven't decide the price yet. i asked the lady to keep the guitar for me, probably will go again two weeks later. thursday went to new world park, 勇敢的 walk into starbucks to ask is there any vacancy. it is easier than i expected. few hours later the supervisor call me and asked me go there again on tomorrow. i think i get the job d, mostly la. went visit my k ma straight after that, went to pragin again....... on friday, when to starbucks, met the manager, comfirmed i work as a part-timer d, then went here and there to settle a lot of things. the main point is, i am having a stomachache+diarrhoea that day, teruk nia.............. saturday when to gurney to meet my NS friends, they purposely came to penang to meet me, so........cannot ppk them............then went to Paradise hotel, meet my lou yaos, laught til siao that night, went back home the next day. sunday when to pargin again to buy shoes and long pants, cuz i start working on monday....................
busy huh?! so so so tired.............. i don't think i will go any shopping mall again recently........2010 is going to end soon.......





hui yin

16 December 2010

The war has finally end ^^

yup!! today is the last day of STPM XD !!!! however, i think i already in my holiday mood long time ago, so there is not much to excited about actually. What i wanna say about this STPM is
- i really really can't tell what grade i gonna get
- REALLY!! i mean it.....
- the worst exam ever.....even worse than my trial T.T ( my performance has dropped from PMR to SPM and then to STPM, in economic way, can say as bearish la)
- it is unpredictable......
- the way they ask the questions is not like the one prepared by school teacher, or i should say sometimes the question is too straight forward until u don't know want to give what answer.or too weird maybe, never see this kind of question before. so in the end, lose marks again.....
- everyone seems done very well except me. ( as a result of overconfident to myself until not motivated to study )
- i hope they reduce the marks for getting grade A, pleassssseeeeeeee, i need A's so hardly~~
- i just want to enter local university with the course i want, what scholarship, studying oversea... it's not so important to me already, i have learn to accept my fade since i enter form 6, pleasssssssseeeeeee!!!!!!!!!


here are my comments for each paper i have taken

23/11/10 tuesday
pengajian am paper 2
God! lack of vocab during writting the essays, bahagian C also done very badly, graph is the part that i think i can get the marks, bahagian E...... forgot to write the word "anggaran", whole essay gone.....


25/11/10 thursday
physics paper 2
A lot os mistakes! blank for the first question, the question ask me to draw 'lines' and i draw only one line, the graph of replusive force and attractive force against distance also draw wrongly, "conduction" write as "convection", dunno how to calculate energy...............
my phy 2 die......


1/12/10 wednesday
chemistry paper 2
the questions is so weird, dunno how to answer, confuse about the equations, the question ask haloalkane and i answer as carbonyl.......... it's not i don't know the mechanism, but i messed up everything, it's so unforgivable,lose marks AGAIN!!!


6/12/10 monday
pegajian am paper 1
blame myself for watching tv the whole day and think that i will be able to finish the syllybus, in the end, wrong more than 10 questions, it makes me fall into a dangerous situation to get an A for paper 1. besides, i need my paper 1 to save my PA.


9/12/10 thursday
mathematics paper 1
erm, i think i can answer most of the questions well, compare to our school trial paper, it is much more easier. although i can answer, that doesn't mean i answer all of them correctly, so, still very worry............


14/12/10 tuesday
physics paper 1
mathematisc paper 2
WT?? 2 papers in 1 day?? die liao..... ask i said, phy 1 die til very gai, i only starts my revision at 4 am, and the exam starts at 8 am...... maths 2 is harder than maths 1, left one questions blank, some parts of some questions blank, some questions answer wrongly, but overall still okay, i think la.


16/12/10 thursday
chemistry paper 1
already ignore it after finished maths 2, same as phy 1, only starts my revision at 4 am, in the end, i dare not check how many wrong answer i have made...........die again................




so, there is nothing i can do already, except praying to god everyday, we will see the results few months later....................






hui yin

07 December 2010

....

what can i do besides keep on praying??
i messed up my STPM........... seriously...........

05 November 2010

毕业典礼

10月30日

终于结束了在钟灵一年半的先修班生涯
这天,大家都纪上了领带,看起来很有型
早上在还没踏入礼堂之前,大家都忙得很,这里跑那里跑,四处找朋友拍照,想把大家的脸都挤
进四方框框里头,好让这纪念性的一刻定格下来 ^^
结果搞到大家汗流浃背,笑到脸都快僵硬了 >.<
不过这一切都是值得的,大家都很开心,很享受每一秒钟
虽然我跟班上的同学不是很熟,但是也是朋友一场,毕竟也认识也一年,有些则是一年半,人生中多了许多角色,生活也添加了几分色彩....

想到刚进钟灵的那一刻,我是多么的抗拒,朋友们都不在身边,很寂寞
但现在不会了,大家都有说有笑的,以后我会怀念这种日子吧,我想............
毕业对我而言,其实我没什么感觉,总觉得我不像是个钟灵生,可能是时间的关系吧,才1.5 年,我可在协和混了13 年之久,开玩笑.......
与大家分离才是重点啊
哎............
好不容易才习惯这种生活,又要离开它了.........
很遗憾的是,我并没能和班上每一位同学合照,不过没关系,还有毕业晚宴^^
有一点点期待那天的来临
因为...................
;p 不告诉你!!!
hui yin
我疯了,不读书在这里干什么?!

15 October 2010

running nose again ~ >.< argh

argh~ !!! running nose is killing me, why every time running nose will be followed by sore throat? probably.................. i also dont know why............ looks like i have to sew up my mouth for a few days, so pity...... hope that can get well soon, or else i no need to sleep d....
30+ days left, am i really ready for stpm??


hui yin

08 October 2010

剪发记

两个月前我去剪头发
剪头发的aunty说
那将会是她理发店营业的最后一个月
~.~ 我去那里理发已经有四五年了
突然间要我换理发师我很不习惯
因为我不喜欢改变
我也不喜欢去知名的理发店
贵死人了 >.<
所以我选择了我家附近的小发廊
而且我堂姐也曾经介绍过给我
去试试也无妨
看完连戏剧
骑着我的摩托
停在附近
开了门, 走进去
原来......................
是这么多人的
外表看起来那么不显眼
谁知里面会这么多人啊?!
所以我就先预约了
半小时后再回来
然后我就去supermarket 逛逛
回来之后
还是那么得多人
好恐怖
读了一本半的"老夫子"
终于轮到我了
本来只想剪刘海
后来反正是第一次
剪整头吧!!!
那位理发师竟然讲他必须先烫直我的头发??!!
my god
我从来都不敢烫我的头发
哪怕整头头发掉光光
而我
眼睁睁的给他烫了
还看见我的头发在冒烟@.@
我的第一次~~
烫完后我还蛮喜欢的
或许以后我会去straightening 也不一定
不过真的很伤很伤头发
他帮我换了一个发型
我告诉他我不要剪短
哪知我要绑起来的时候
.....................
现在我的烦恼大了
我该怎么绑啊??
他削薄了我的头发
绑起来的时候根本就是小搓到~~~

剪了还是蛮不错的啦
只不过我今天又掉了不少头发
我的头发!!!!!!!!
被拉掉了不少头发 T.T
为何每次我去理发店回来都这么伤心呢~~
头发~头发~ TT.TT
我怕了你...................
今天的 mainpoint
头发!!!!
快生出来吧!!!!!!!!!!!

30 September 2010

last day of trial exam

tomorrow, or i should say today is the last day of my trial exam. Don't have the mood to sudy since it is PA paper 1 (which means is mcq questions, have 1/4 chance to get the right answer).

Comments about this trial are:

1. the worst exam ever
2. might break another new record
3. first time feels nothing about the exam
4. didn't feel panic at all
5. didn't care about the results at all
6. cannot concerntrate on my study
7. still get enough sleep
8. laziness take over my control
9. found out that my eye sight become worse
10. over confident with myself
11. ...............

even my maths paper, i can't score in it. left a lot of blank in it, i mean A LOT . for paper 1, maximum score i can get is not more than 30 marks out of 100 marks, this situation never happen before, die...........

summary of this trial:
只剩下两个月不到, 还不知道死活~~



hui yin

22 September 2010

trial exam eve

ya ya~
tomorrow is the begining of my trial exam
and yet i am still hanging here
haiz...............
so dissapointed with myself
everyday i keep on reminding myself that i should be more hardworking
dont play play with stpm
but i failed to do so
when it is revision time
i always find myself a reason to stay relax
and now
i havent finish the preparation for the exam yet
or i should say i am not actually start preparing it also
dont know what am i doing all the time
nothing motivate me..........
hope that i didnt done very badly in this trial
didnt put in any hope for good results
just want a pass in every subject.........




hui yin

31 August 2010

my guitar~

Well..............
this is my guitar





i bought it about two years ago
just after my SPM, before i went to NS
at first, i practised playing guitar everyday
then, i found out it is difficult to learn cuz it is very hard to press the chord especially F mjaor
so, i have abandoned it quite a few time
the recent i played was 5 months ago
last saturday, i don't know what's wrong with me
i picked it up again
when i first strummed on it
.....................
=.=
obviously i need to tune it first
so, i took out my tuner and tune the strings,
but the problems come during the second string i try to tune,
it kept on going out of its position
how come???
then
i realized my guitar looked difference from usual
Oh My God!!!!!
IT'S BROKEN!!!!!!!!!
SEE~~~~
dunno what angle


side view





AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my guitar................. T.T
why you leave me????
why you die in such a young age????
haiz...............
speechless.....................................
my mom told me to use gam to stick it together
nani???
bolehkah??


wondering should i give up learning it or buy another one after STPM
haiz..........................





hui yin

23 July 2010

emo

此刻的心情 也不知道该怎么形容才对
一句话
down...........................

今早
老师一进班就说些大学的东西
她说有她的一位 former student 告诉她
UMactuary science 一年只收 35 位学生
32 位是来自 matrix 或其他 foundation
剩下 3 位是来自 form 6
..........................
what the ......??
全马来西亚 form 6 的学生争这 3 个位子??
F***

马来西亚就只有两间大学有这个 course
UMUKM
而我个人比较想进 UKM
如果 UKM 也是这样
那我撞墙死会比较快一些..........
疯了
6 个位子怎么争啊 ??!!
JPA 2000 个位都争不到了
何况这 6 个??!!
当我们 form 6 没有人啊
6 个也太少了吧
况且又不是 6 个都是华人
我死了啦!!!!

除了这一科我没什么特别想读的了
想读的本地大学又没得读
AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fffff***
我............
没力气了
无言................

第一次
我在想为何我读 form 6?
为何我那么执著于不想读 matrix?
我的选择究竟是对的吗?
..............

现在除了 CGPA 4.0 之外
想都不用想了
我快疯了...............................
:(





hui yin

10 July 2010

............

最近的惊喜还真多啊
今天得知班上有一名老师提早退休的申请批准了
吓到~ >.<
他也吓到了吧
谁知道政府会批他下个月走人
让人家一点心里准备也没有.........
虽然我不喜欢他的教学方式
常常在他班睡觉
不过我最近有努力听课
为何在我下定决心听课时发生这种事?!
...............................
无言............
伤心也不是
开心也不是

都快考 stpm 了
若要换老师
也来不及习惯新老师的教法了吧
哎...........
世事难料啊~
这消息也是从别的老师口中知道的
他什么也没告诉我们
或许有其他打算也不定
总之
当作什么都不知道
现在也没时间去悲哀这些了
做好自己本分才是最重要的
所以
努力读书吧!
这才是最重要的




huiyin

一点点不舍是难免的啦

03 July 2010

untitle

lolx!!!
i break my record again. i slept for 17 hours in a row, cool huh!!!! Ubelievable....... after i woke up just now, i felt like i have wasted a lot of time doing nothing.. T.T crazy~~
erm............ not much time left to prepare for the trial-exam, not even 2 months, so gonna work harder starting from now. last exam? marks are as i predicted but still not satisfy with them. i speechless d.............
later will meet up louyaos at e-gate,then bbq at nite, busy busy busy...
ohya~ "eclipes" is on cinema next week, so excited about it, hope tat we will watch it together since the last 2 we watched together oso ^^



huiyin

20 June 2010

last word of the holiday

end of the holiday, begining of the long-term-war
well, its not very long actually, its only about 6 months long
its time to fight for the victory
hope that we have enough energy to sustain until the end
gambateh everyone!!!!

17 June 2010

六月假期

hihi !!!!
终于上来了
最近被 internet 的 line 气到半死
今天心情好, 所以慢慢等咯 :)

erm................
一句带过
废了两个星期
没有动到书
算了吧......
因为假期
所以成天粘在电视机前
连夜追连续剧
"下一站幸福"
GOOD 啊!!!!
好久没看台湾偶像剧了
幸好这部一点也不台
不然就没有下一部了
现在看着 "灿烂的遗产"
还不错
只是话多了点
所以我大部分都是用 fast forward 看的
还有还有
我终于看 "叶问" 了
去电影院看比较有 feel
可惜我要去看时下映了 >.<

现在呢
等着 "Toy Story 3 "
不要说我幼稚
谁规定十九岁不可以看啊
要去看的人可以跟我联络哦 :)

要开学了
努力点吧
加油!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



hui yin

即将收到炸弹咯 >.<



08 June 2010

报告~报告~ :)

考完试了!!!!!!!!
可是却没有考完试的心情
可能是因为这次考得太烂了吧
现在后悔也没有用
只能怪自己没有用功读书 >.<
不过呢
我在考试期间却养成了一个好习惯
我竟然在晚上八点多九点多睡觉
早上三点多四点醒来
连我自己也很意外 O.O
然后在班上就比以前有精神了
美中不足的就是我每个早上都在喝咖啡
可能是因为咖啡我才能撑下去的吧
看来我已经中咖啡毒了
咖啡其实很好喝呐~~~ XD
把话题转回来
不是颓废的时候了
读书了!!!!!
别疯了!!!!
为未来想想吧!!!!
所有 form 6 的朋友
记得记得读书了!!!!!!!!!!!
...............
............
.......
erm....
你们说得对
我疯了............

这六月假期又是充满补习的假期
哎.........
还是别埋怨吧
剩下的日子不多了
等过了stpm再说 T.T



hui yin

17 May 2010

My BIG Day~~

yuhoo~~

today is my 19th birthday ^^, that's means i am older now T.T, the last year of my teen, seems like i just entered form one yesterday

erm~~ i will consider this year i have celebrated a very special birthday. First, i am so lucky that finally my birthday didn't crash with school exam XD hehe!! usually during this period we will having the mid-year exam, so exited!!!! Second, clhs is celebrating teacher's day today, what a coincident, the real teacher's day was yesterday but they are celebrating it today, so, no lessons on my birthday, cool huh ?! :]

i and Wei Hong were appointed to invite the teachers to our class party by the person in charge, Jojo. so we have to walk so far to the office to look for the teachers, but too bad they are in the hall already, so, have to walk for second time obviously. when we walked in the office, Mr. Yap was cutting the cake, it was a BIG chocolate cake, i think it was about 3 kg, looks so delicious to me >.<. i joked to wei hong that i wanna eat the cake, of course it is impossible, its for the teachers, haiz..... while we are waiting for our chemistry teacher, Mrs. Ewe- our maths teacher said she want to belanja us the cake since she didnt eat cake, so, my wish actually come true!!!! oh yeah~~ my first cake of the day was treated by her, a yummy CHOCOLATE cake!!! XD

then we finally found Mr. Ang, he was at U6B3 and we waited him for so long in the office =.= nevermind, he is a nice teacher and this was his last teacher's day, he is going to retire this August. Oh ya~ i also invited the headmaster, i think this is the 3rd time i talked to him, not everyone have the chance to do so, hehe!

the food is delicious, although we have not much variety but still very good, U6F3 really can coorperate well!! then later on, they actually bought a cake to celebrate my birthday, and also Jojo's and Soon Jin's birthday which fall in this week too~ i was so touched by them, i never celebrate birthday in the school before and also never with my classmate, although i just know them for half year, rarely talk to them but they really touched me, i will never forget this special birthday in my whole life!! everyone wish me happy birthday~ everyone sang song for me~ woah~~ extremely happy!!! XD

later at night, my mom bought cakes for me too, so, i ate a total of 3 cakes today, plan to eat another one before i sleep, need to on diet tomorrow..............



thanks for all ur wishes guys!!!! 1st time feel so happy about my birthday C;
have a sweet dream!!!
wohoo~~~~





huiyin

still feel very exited!!!

08 May 2010

update

yo~
昨天是今年的第一次逃学耶
其实也没什么啦
还是照样睡到七晚八晚
醒来后整天就粘在电脑前
本来没有补习就该好好利用这时间来读书的
结果呢?!
算了吧......
时间不能够倒退的
后悔也没用 T.T

考试即将来临
什么都还没读到
这次又再完蛋一次?!
为什么我会越来越堕落?
好怀念 form 3 的我
至少那时候我有拼
生活也比较充实
不像现在
天天在班上睡觉 =.=
哎...........

剩下不到三个星期
够时间读吗?
是时候反省了.........



hui yin

15 April 2010

MSSPP 2010

first of all, i am going to announce my result in the msspp chess 2010 individual event. as i predicted, i dissapointed myself again. AGAIN!!!!! not only me, i dissapointed my teacher and all those friends who wish me luck no matter where they are, who they are , they know how to play chess or not as well. haiz...........damn tired right now............ I am so so so sorry to all of you, i should have done better than that.who to blame? not other than myself.......... former mssm player plays sucks in the tournament...... fine, it's just a game, concerntrate in study is more important. let me tell you all what happened in this few days, although i didn't win, it's still a very nice experience, i gonna miss it the rest of my life.

First day
well, the first day is the qualifying/elimination game. out of 88 players, 54 will be selected to play in the actual tournament and will joint by 10 players who need not go through this process. Those 10 players are in the top 10 position last year. I received many wishes before the game, they are from matrics- Sin Yi, NS- Choon yong, former player aka former champion from pcghs- Jasmine, my dear precident- Janet, teachers, my juniors, players from other schools and also a lot of my lovely classmates and schoolmates. i am so touch by them. >o<

Second day
luckily i walk to my class before i went to the hall. i totally forgothen that we need to take another photo. this time fewer students are involved. only those in physics stream. again, i tought it will be faster that the day before but who knows we have to wait for the headmaster under the HOT SUN!!!!!! then mr.ong saw me, he was so surprice that i am still there, he quickly asked pn. hong when the first round starts. it starts at 8.30 am, i am gonna late again, so tention!!!! this is the real one you know!!!!! finally he came, i ran to the hall again and i lose about 10 mins, only about 30 mins left, it is not enough!!!!! by my luck again, i still won although i blunder a bishop, my opponant don't know how to play. then, walked back to class again to take my bag. oh ya, i was so thirsty after i ran to the hall but i have no water to drink.,same as yesterday. after i took my bag, i walked back to the hall. later after 2nd round, pn .hong asked me to take the photo for chess club, so, forced to walked back AGAIN, then back to hall AGAIN....... speechless.............

conclusion of the day, i won 3 out of 4 games, lost at the 3rd round to a pcghs girl by my silly mistake,stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!! i already know that my chances to win is very very low...............

Third day
finally, i didn't walked from hall to my class anymore. today is the most tension, the games will be very tough. i know i MUST win all the 3 games to save my prize but i failed, i lost to Adele Lau, in the 6th game, then my M. buch is so low.............. suak....... i hate myself.................

in the end, i got total 5/7 marks, at the 10th position, sucks...... that's the end of my msspp journey.

this few days i slept very early, 10.++ already go to bed, that's what we should practise everyday actually.

although i lost, i still very appreciate what had i gained through the tournament. i found the feelings back and i like that feelings :)


that's all for my msspp 2010 diary.




huiyin

i am not looking forwards fot those photos, must be the ugliest photos ever. :(

12 April 2010

that feeling again

i am extremely super-duper nervous right now, i thought this feeling is gone two years ago since my last tournament in my secondary school life,but now.......... really don't know how to express my feeling in words.......

what can i aspect to get when i am not putting enough effort in it? i should have prepare it months ago but now, the tournament will starts within 12 hours, what can i do to boost up my skills in these few hours?? moreover, tomorrow is only the elimination games, what if i fail to make myself proceed to the real tournament? how am i going to tell the others?? haiz.............. maybe i shouldn't accept pn.hong's offer, just embarrassing myself............

gonna miss the photo taking session tmr, is it worth to do so?? is it worth 4 the pencapaian marks that without any guarantee in it? ARGH!!!!!!!! what am i doing???? i must be crazy............how i wish tmr photo taking session will now crash with my game, plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........... i beg you........

need a lot a lot of luck starting from tmr onwards since my hard work is only about 10 %, maybe~
God, please bless me >.< AAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


huiyin

10 April 2010

首先
我的 PA esei 已经累积到 10 篇还没写了
其实上个星期二就应该交了
结果拖到星期一
现在都几点了, 我一篇都还没动到
我完了........... T.T

上上个星期交的 physics 功课
chapter 12, 13 &14
我还没做完......
chapter 15 下星期一就要交了
不用讲也知道
我还没做........
这么多功课我哪做得完啊??!!!!

最近越来越堕落了
什么事情都懒得做
只会浪费时间
考试又要到了
都不知道来不来得及读完.......



下个星期 msspp 到了
好紧张!! >.<
已退出江湖两年了
如今又从出江湖
好害怕.......
害怕输掉比赛
害怕丢脸
害怕别人的眼光.....
两年没有下棋了
几乎忘了怎么玩
opening 都忘光光了... T.T
再说下棋是靠经验的
人家累积了两年的经验
我却什么也没有
怎么跟人家比嘛 ??!!!
很紧张啊~~~~
头脑都生锈了
怎么办???

05 April 2010

清明

今天
很早就起床了
虽然不比平时上课天早
但是在假期可以算早了 >.<

驾着motor 到阿公阿嬷葬身处那里去
一路上很多车辆
幸好我不用跟着一起塞车, 这就是motor 的好处 :-p

好久都没有见到这些长辈们了
自从新年过后大家都没联络
如今阿嬷去世了
更不知道大家还会不会聚在一起...........
去年我错过了清明
今年却是第一次为阿嬷办清明...........

今早的天气晴朗, 没下雨, 太阳猛烈的很
大伙儿都在准备准备









往年坟墓上半边是铺放着黄色的纸, 半边是铺放着红色的纸
今年没有往年colourful 了, 一律黄色






读了石碑上的字
才知道阿嬷守寡了三十九年
扫了三十九次墓
不短的日子啊
不简单............






二伯母正在 "赌杯"着 ( "puak buei" in hokkien )
这次是换阿嬷来回答了吧........................








之后开始准备烧冥纸了
除此之外, 还有些纸衣服, 纸鞋子等等































仪式就此完毕了, 自后有些回家了, 有些去吃早餐了.........




今天我竟然穿黑衣去, 又没带雨伞, 一个字----------晒!
明年可懂了吧~~
拍照时更本看不到在拍什么
光线太强了
幸好拍出来的效果还不错 :)





huiyin



















02 April 2010

My first blog

Finally...............
i created my first blog as i promised to my friends >.<
so,
friends...........
you can update my life at here,
i will try my best to update it onces i have time since starting from now onwards, i will be very busy with my school stuffs
feel free to leave comments so that i know who is always with me :)
good luck to everyone ^^




huiyin