MSSPP 2010

first of all, i am going to announce my result in the msspp chess 2010 individual event. as i predicted, i dissapointed myself again. AGAIN!!!!! not only me, i dissapointed my teacher and all those friends who wish me luck no matter where they are, who they are , they know how to play chess or not as well. haiz...........damn tired right now............ I am so so so sorry to all of you, i should have done better than that.who to blame? not other than myself.......... former mssm player plays sucks in the tournament...... fine, it's just a game, concerntrate in study is more important. let me tell you all what happened in this few days, although i didn't win, it's still a very nice experience, i gonna miss it the rest of my life.

First day
well, the first day is the qualifying/elimination game. out of 88 players, 54 will be selected to play in the actual tournament and will joint by 10 players who need not go through this process. Those 10 players are in the top 10 position last year. I received many wishes before the game, they are from matrics- Sin Yi, NS- Choon yong, former player aka former champion from pcghs- Jasmine, my dear precident- Janet, teachers, my juniors, players from other schools and also a lot of my lovely classmates and schoolmates. i am so touch by them. >o<

Second day
luckily i walk to my class before i went to the hall. i totally forgothen that we need to take another photo. this time fewer students are involved. only those in physics stream. again, i tought it will be faster that the day before but who knows we have to wait for the headmaster under the HOT SUN!!!!!! then mr.ong saw me, he was so surprice that i am still there, he quickly asked pn. hong when the first round starts. it starts at 8.30 am, i am gonna late again, so tention!!!! this is the real one you know!!!!! finally he came, i ran to the hall again and i lose about 10 mins, only about 30 mins left, it is not enough!!!!! by my luck again, i still won although i blunder a bishop, my opponant don't know how to play. then, walked back to class again to take my bag. oh ya, i was so thirsty after i ran to the hall but i have no water to drink.,same as yesterday. after i took my bag, i walked back to the hall. later after 2nd round, pn .hong asked me to take the photo for chess club, so, forced to walked back AGAIN, then back to hall AGAIN....... speechless.............

conclusion of the day, i won 3 out of 4 games, lost at the 3rd round to a pcghs girl by my silly mistake,stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!! i already know that my chances to win is very very low...............

Third day
finally, i didn't walked from hall to my class anymore. today is the most tension, the games will be very tough. i know i MUST win all the 3 games to save my prize but i failed, i lost to Adele Lau, in the 6th game, then my M. buch is so low.............. suak....... i hate myself.................

in the end, i got total 5/7 marks, at the 10th position, sucks...... that's the end of my msspp journey.

this few days i slept very early, 10.++ already go to bed, that's what we should practise everyday actually.

although i lost, i still very appreciate what had i gained through the tournament. i found the feelings back and i like that feelings :)


that's all for my msspp 2010 diary.




huiyin

i am not looking forwards fot those photos, must be the ugliest photos ever. :(

that feeling again

i am extremely super-duper nervous right now, i thought this feeling is gone two years ago since my last tournament in my secondary school life,but now.......... really don't know how to express my feeling in words.......

what can i aspect to get when i am not putting enough effort in it? i should have prepare it months ago but now, the tournament will starts within 12 hours, what can i do to boost up my skills in these few hours?? moreover, tomorrow is only the elimination games, what if i fail to make myself proceed to the real tournament? how am i going to tell the others?? haiz.............. maybe i shouldn't accept pn.hong's offer, just embarrassing myself............

gonna miss the photo taking session tmr, is it worth to do so?? is it worth 4 the pencapaian marks that without any guarantee in it? ARGH!!!!!!!! what am i doing???? i must be crazy............how i wish tmr photo taking session will now crash with my game, plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........... i beg you........

need a lot a lot of luck starting from tmr onwards since my hard work is only about 10 %, maybe~
God, please bless me >.< AAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


huiyin

慌

首先
我的 PA esei 已经累积到 10 篇还没写了
其实上个星期二就应该交了
结果拖到星期一
现在都几点了, 我一篇都还没动到
我完了........... T.T

上上个星期交的 physics 功课
chapter 12, 13 &14
我还没做完......
chapter 15 下星期一就要交了
不用讲也知道
我还没做........
这么多功课我哪做得完啊??!!!!

最近越来越堕落了
什么事情都懒得做
只会浪费时间
考试又要到了
都不知道来不来得及读完.......



下个星期 msspp 到了
好紧张!! >.<
已退出江湖两年了
如今又从出江湖
好害怕.......
害怕输掉比赛
害怕丢脸
害怕别人的眼光.....
两年没有下棋了
几乎忘了怎么玩
opening 都忘光光了... T.T
再说下棋是靠经验的
人家累积了两年的经验
我却什么也没有
怎么跟人家比嘛 ??!!!
很紧张啊~~~~
头脑都生锈了
怎么办???

清明

今天
很早就起床了
虽然不比平时上课天早
但是在假期可以算早了 >.<

驾着motor 到阿公阿嬷葬身处那里去
一路上很多车辆
幸好我不用跟着一起塞车, 这就是motor 的好处 :-p

好久都没有见到这些长辈们了
自从新年过后大家都没联络
如今阿嬷去世了
更不知道大家还会不会聚在一起...........
去年我错过了清明
今年却是第一次为阿嬷办清明...........

今早的天气晴朗, 没下雨, 太阳猛烈的很
大伙儿都在准备准备

往年坟墓上半边是铺放着黄色的纸, 半边是铺放着红色的纸
今年没有往年colourful 了, 一律黄色

读了石碑上的字
才知道阿嬷守寡了三十九年
扫了三十九次墓
不短的日子啊
不简单............






二伯母正在 "赌杯"着 ( "puak buei" in hokkien )
这次是换阿嬷来回答了吧........................








之后开始准备烧冥纸了
除此之外, 还有些纸衣服, 纸鞋子等等

仪式就此完毕了, 自后有些回家了, 有些去吃早餐了.........

今天我竟然穿黑衣去, 又没带雨伞, 一个字----------晒!

明年可懂了吧~~

拍照时更本看不到在拍什么

光线太强了

幸好拍出来的效果还不错 :)

huiyin

My first blog

Finally...............
i created my first blog as i promised to my friends >.<
so,
friends...........
you can update my life at here,
i will try my best to update it onces i have time since starting from now onwards, i will be very busy with my school stuffs
feel free to leave comments so that i know who is always with me :)
good luck to everyone ^^




huiyin