最后一次

迟迟一直没有更新我的部落格，因为我知道我很舍不得，舍不得离开读书的日子，舍不得校园的一切，以为只要不更新进展，时间就不会流失，永远停在原地，我就是那么傻。挣扎了很久，我还是来了这里，留下我的踪影，就让它痛，也不要留下遗憾。

读书，是我的全部，除了读书，我实在是想不到我还可以做什么，什么事情可以让我那么自在。我不喜欢外面的世界，我只想永远留在我小小的世界里，不想工作，不想社交，不想戴面具，不想勾心斗角，不想争夺，不想长大，还有许许多多的不想。当个永远的学生不好吗？当个做错事会被原谅，有第二次机会的人不好吗？当得还可以耍赖的小孩不好吗？当个无心机，只想学习，让人灌溉的孩子不好吗？我就是不想地球运转，我不想改变。

虽然我常抱怨学校这个不好那个不好，但毕竟也三年了，对人事物也产生了感情，就算不好我也慢慢包容了，世上没有完美，我也感受到真诚，努力与付出，却要离开了，为什么？我是个慢热的人，许多事情现在才正要开始，许多事情我还没做，机会溜走了…… 遗憾永远都伴在我左右，好不喜欢。许情感都还没来得及表达，就要永远被埋在海里了吗？

很快的，时间就到了…… 剩下的时间，请让我好好过吧……

一百天的挑战

一百天的挑战，你会想到什么呢？

积极运动一百天，瘦身加练腹肌？
每天做既有趣又有意义的事情？
每天更新部落格？
读完一百本书？
去完所有咖啡厅？
找到男朋友？



都不是，这次的挑战的确充满挑战性，那就是————————考试。

为何很挑战呢？

一，加上今天与考试当天，刚刚好剩下一百天。（三个月更本是不够时间准备的，想当年本人考第一张 paper 时花了将近两个月半三个月的时间准备，而且是充实的两个月哦~）

二，除了这张 paper 以外，本人这个 sem 修读五个科目，year 3 subjects, 同样有assignments, projects, tests, presentations,  及 finals，所以，我的workload 得乘于五，可以想象接下来的日子我已经没有睡眠及娱乐时间了。

三，还得扣除新年，看病，以及学校所有功课和考试的时间，所以一百天其实不是一百天……

四，今年那张 paper 开始实行新的syllabus, 新的考法，新的改法，I got no idea how it is ……

五，至今学校教的只有一半而已，也就是说一半得靠自己摸索咯……

六，这张 paper 比之前我考的那张难很多很多……

七，40% MCQ， 60% subjective……（去年全是 MCQ T.T )

八，总共有 58 个 chapters, 加上复习和练习，所以起码我一天得搞定一个 chapter, 我还有其他科目也要读的喂!!!!

九，最重要的是，一张 paper 就要 $375 USD, 千多块马币，我可不想把钱丢进海里。




我看我八成是疯了，死命要去考…… 原本以为六月才考，谁知却提早那么多，害到我的计划次序颠倒…… 算了吧，还是开始读书实际点…… 各位，麻烦逼我读书一下~  目前能做的，就是不断催眠我自己，我是行的!!!!!!







一百天……………………
   



hui yin

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时间过得好快，不知不觉一月已经过了一半……

开学两个星期过去了，一直忙于 add & drop, 终于都搞定了，已确定这学期将进修哪五科，时间表也排好了。近年来我都没什么有 productivity, 回想起中学时期，原来我也又以自己为傲的时刻，虽然成绩不是说厉害到很厉害的那种，但至少还不错，也突然间很想念 玩chess 的时期，chess 带个我的荣耀。 那时候的我虽然并不觉得 chess 怎样，但是现在却发觉那时候 chess 另我有多积极，态度也不一样，我说的不只是针对 chess 而已，而是整个人生，生活，思想的态度。自从不玩 chess 之后，顿时间感觉上整个人也跟着停止成长，很懒散，不积极，没有目标，没有动力…… 好想念以前的时光…… 不久前有人说我很 low profile, 几乎不知道我这个人的存在，我心想，应该不至于吧，虽然我不喜欢出风头，高调的生活，但也不用如此没有存在感吧?! 我追求低调华丽，低调我有，华丽呢？近年来的成就= 0，课业上，运动上，社交上，感情上，统统交白卷，而且还每况愈下，白活了这么久，而我近期都把全部归于健康问题，现在想想，的确是种不负责任的行为，现在只想把当年 从 chess 那里学会来的态度找回来，再次出发。所以呢，我决定了，我要努力读书，这是最最最基本的了，不然，实在是对不起自己，对不起父母，对不起所有看得起我老师们。铺陈了那么久，我的 main point 就是今年我会尽我所能，考越多张 paper 越好。目前的planning 就是 四月及六月个考一张，年尾再考一张，如果能的话另加上一张，所以就是说最少三张，最多四张。凭以前的我的能力，我相信不会是个问题，现在呢……只能希望我快点重拾我失去的态度与信心，快点振作起来。去年年头是个很好的开始，但之后就不了了之，今年不许再这样了，讲到就要做到，不再拖拖拉拉。

2014 年，final year, 将会很忙很忙，加上考试，应该会更忙，但我不会忘记享受人生的~ >.< 谁知道我会活多久。无论如何，活得精彩，对得起自己就好。


题外话~

一切都涨价，什么东西都好贵 T.T 考试又需要一大笔钱，又没收入，我没有钱了!!!!! 又要到处玩，又要逛街买东西 （女人本性难移）…………钱…………T.T

今年新年并没有买很多，因为我知道即使新年过了，我还是会继续买!!!!!!!

哦，对了，我忘了看医生，买药也需要很多钱的 T.T ~

钱…………别再跟我作对了，拜托……


hui yin

Happy Sunday outing with beloved cousins~

Can't decide to use which language to blog, when all of my languages are 半桶水，so probably you will see a very Malaysian style language in this post. What to do, my 表达能力有限，bear with me la.

Last Saturday night, I picked up a phone call from my dear cousin, asking me whether can I have lunch on Sunday afternoon. As you all know, I am super duper free all the time, tough my final exam starts next week, but I don't think I will start my revision study so soon, so without any doubt, I said yes. Usually my cousin, Ivy and I when out together with her husband most of the time, but this time, my aunty is coming from Penang so is a bit occasional  rather than just a casual outing. 

On Sunday afternoon, Ivy picked me up around 11.30 am, then we drove to Publika Solaris Dutamas. We suppose to meet up at 12 pm but due to some undone job, we change to 1 pm. So that means we have plenty of time wondering there. We walked around the mall, and we decided to spend our spare time at The Red Bean Bags, heard it from various sources, and the reviews also not bad, so we decided to have a try there but unfortunately, it was full house. No fade, we change our target to San Francisco Coffee. 

While waiting for our coffee and food, it's our vain time~ This is what i called " 当疯狂牧羊遇上沉闷金牛”，几岁人了还做这种事 >.< everyone inside/outside the shop is looking at us, so what, they won't remember me afterwards :p

看得出我是被逼的吗??

hazelnut latte & cafe mocha

their mocha taste not bad, I don't seldom drink mocha, but i will order mocha from them next time

egg mayo bagel

yummy~ but fattening, love it so much <3 :p="">

after finished our " pre-lunch" she started to behave mischievously again. What kind of photo is this?? Who on this earth will want to take this photo and send it to someone who was late for a few minutes for the purpose of frightening that person?? However, before we manage to send it, we have received phone call saying they have reached, 唉～可惜。

Settled our lunch at Plan B, it was my first time trying their food, so exited XD wanted to try it long time ago but nobody want to accompany me, so pity.  

don't ask me about the name, I never remember alphabets, except formulas. Overall the food is nice, but the prices are a bit expensive to me, at least I didn't feel wasting my money. Thanks to my cousin, Alicia for the treat ^^

P.S. being the youngest is always the best ^^, probably need to pay back my "debt" when i'm older later, who knows~ 管它的，享受当下最重要，能够成为一家人是一种缘分，别计较那么多～

After lunch

 me, Ivy and Bee Bee

Alicia, Ivy and me

Finally with my aunt

Enjoying a band performance while waiting others who went to the washroom. Sometimes I admire those people who chasing for their dreams, how much courage is needed to do so?? A conservative people like me found it too risky to do it, dreams are always the second option. 

Third station, Moo Cow

tricked by Ivy who said wanted to share the yogurt with me, after tasting a small bit, she passed be the whole thing to me

see!!! 

we have some similar features, she said these proven we are a family, same genes~

another one with the same features ^^

Finally, photo of the day~

love this photo so much ^^

This is only a small part of my family, i have lots of cousin, but we only meet up during CNY, because everyone is busy with their own career, own life, own family. Me and my brother are the youngest among same level, and our gap is quite big, Alicia is just before me but we are six years old difference, so I didn't spend my childhood with my cousins, except from Ivy because I stay with her family.  However, I still love all of them very much, they always help me and show their love to me, hence, spending time with them is very precious. They always become the role model of my life, whenever i meet problems i will seek for their advice. It's my honor having such cousins in my life, really appreciate it. Will show you all the rest of my family when i have chance later~ 

That's it for today, take care and bye~

hui yin

random

Hi, its me again, so in the mood to blogging these days, too stress?? too boring?? sometimes i wonder, why am i wasting my precious time just like that.....should have use it enhance myself, rather than recording my past, or my random toughs. Well, actually it depends on the situation, sometimes blogging is good too, but at this moment, i don't think that it's a good idea, at this particular timing, i should do something more beneficial to myself. Okay~ i still decide to continue blogging, 反正我正过着堕落人生。

So, what am i going to write this time?? things that i missed?? let me think...............

What have i missed??

第一：端午节
so pity me, this year i didn't have the chance to eat any dumpling at all  T.T dunno where to find dumplings in KL. Although it is fattening, i'm still a big fan of it, whatever type of dumplings also suit me well. I miss you bak chang~

第二：中秋节
mooncake~ where are you???? living in KL is like living at somewhere else not on the earth, even people around the world is celebrating mid-autumn festival, am i living on Mars?? Missed the time celebrating mid-autumn festival with the gang, it has been......seven years ago?? how time flies, 想当年，我们的青春啊~ and our short hair also, hahaha XD if not mistaken, that should be our first official outing together, right? after PMR exam, so excited, dunno want to do what and so random. ya~ random is our motto, so, it is a memorable event, hope we can celebrate it again in the coming years. I'm so glad 我们曾经疯狂过~ XD
ohya, i want to eat mooncake!!!!!

第三：九皇爷诞
i'm not a sincere buddhism or taoism i know, what i miss is the food T.T food food food!!!!! why KL don't have any food???? what kind of place is this, probably i stay at the wrong area.......vegetarian food is very delicious, although we can eat it all the time in penang, but only during this period, it is so 壮观，everywhere also selling vegetarian food, TT.TT i wan eat~

第四：圣诞节
coming soon, but i can forecast for myself, it would be a lonely christmas. Thanks to KL again, i cannot celebrate it with my friends and family. Maybe i should not blame KL this time, i should put the responsibility on internship, why u treat me like that?? hate you.....

well, a part from the festivals i listed above, i also missed lots of other things like my friends' birthday, parents' birthday, fathers day, mothers day, coming cousin's wedding, friends' graduation ceremony, gathering and lots of other as well. I missed the time when we spent together during secondary school time, seeing each other everyday but still, we have endless conversations. Studying alone in KL is so bored, lazy to make new friend. Everyone has their own friend, like me, i already have you guys, i'm not border to find new friends also. Classmate can never be friend, we are just using each other for study purposes only, i don't think we will contact each other after graduation. What to do, that's part of the journey in our life, we can't go back to the past, so, appreciate it when you still having it.

Okay, i have spent too much time on this already, better go study now, bye~


hui yin

my life in sept sem 2013

As i promise, now i am going to blog about my semester's life.

Currently, i am studying actuarial science in UCSI University, Year 3 Sem 1, or some consider it as Year 2 Sem 3. Why is this happening?? This is because i have deferred my study for one semester last year due to health condition. As the consequences, i lagged behind of my friend right now. September semester is a short semester, lots of subjects are not offered during short semester, so all my friends have no subject to take, whereas for me, who was left behind, need to study in this semester with juniors. Actually i have known some of them since beginning of the year already, perhaps, we were in the same class for some of the subjects. They are all younger than me by two years old, my god, i am so old @.@ okay. that's not the main problem, although sometimes i found a little bit of generation gap between us, overall, we still able to mix well.

The main problem probably come from myself. I found out that it is difficult for me to trust people. When it comes to assignments or anything related with marks, i am very particular about it. My friends (those same batch with me)  always complaint that i am too fierce, but to me, i am just doing my part, when i do something, i want to do it until the best, but to some of them, they just want to complete it only. There is no wrong for not aiming at high marks, but to a person like me, i am used to aim for the best i could since secondary school time. Study is my everything. And the only duty for a student is study, if you cannot do your best, then it only shows that you are not a determine, serious and hardworking person. Grade doesn't show how smart you are, it shows how much effort you have contributed in your study. Of course some say a good grade does not mean you are good, exam is only testing your memory work, a good grade student maybe not as good as those who does not have a good grade in other areas but people always overlook that he or she is better than them in term of knowledge learned from the book, and only different is this advantage good grade student have is shown on the paper, while others are not.

Okay, i am out of topic already, maybe next time i will specially write a post on that. Back to trusting people, when we don't have same target, it is hard to work together. Maybe you feel that it is enough already but i feel that i can be done better. So, sometimes, i cannot fully trusting the quality of their work. After i get complaint from my friend, i have lower my target also, as long as i can get the grade i want, it's consider okay already, i didn't aim for perfect anymore. After so many assignments, they know my temper and my style well , so, we tolerate with each other and finally we can work together very well, whatever they do i can straight away include in the assignment without any proof read.

So, now the problem comes, those juniors are so different style with me, it is so hard to cope with. I believe everyone also do last minute work, my friend and i also always do last minute work. But, when we do last minute work, we always make sure that the quality is as good as those spending time to do. I dunno why some people still so relax, the due date is tomorrow and they still can hang out until late at night. Hanging out is more important than assignments??? why can't they differentiate what is more important?? I am so speechless..... summore, before they start doing the assignment, why can't they make sure that the info they get is the correct one?? And in the last minute i need to clean up all the mess they made?? tell me how to trust these people...........  

So, that is the first thing, too cincai. Secondly, hand in the assignment after the due date. OH MY GOD!!!!! i never done this before, i get so frustrated after i was told by them. It is partly my wrong also, cuz i didn't check the due date myself, i trust them too much. What make me pekchek is they didn't feel sorry or worry or anything after the incident, keep on asking me how, HOW I SUPPOSE TO KNOW!!!!! At the beginning i already said i will pass the responsibility to you, and now u ask me HOW???? i can imagine how high my blood pressure goes.......

Conclusion, i want get crazy d, hopefully i no need to work with them again but i think next year we will still taking some subjects together. Don't want to think about that now, leave it to next year. Stay positive~


hui yin

what to do when you're boring~

What to do after class when you are alone??

First, take the shuttle bus to the KTM station.

Second, take the KTM to the mall.

Third, find a place to eat.

wanted to eat it long long time ago, but it is so weird to eat alone, today finally i found my guts to walk in and enjoy the food i missed so much ^v^

Fourth, after lunch embrace yourself with the smell of book.

saw so many books that i wanted to buy, but i only have popular member's card, too bad there is no popular here >.< by the way, i got no money also, so much things to prepare for my coming internship.

Fifth, don't forget to take care of your health too~  

sunscreen has become part of my life nowadays, so, i will hunt for it like a typical aunty who looking for discount items. 

 Sixth, of course, personal appearance is important too especially for girls like me.

the main purpose of going to the mall today, i already squeeze my cleanser like how i squeeze my toothpaste, how can they out of stock for such a long time? talking about toothpaste, need to refill it soon too......

Seventh, after settled the main purpose, here comes the second main purpose. (actually both are equally important) 

Looking for job right now but i can't find any suitable outfit for interview nor working at all in my closet. Seriously, i only have formal wear T-shirt and jeans, and one piece of smart-casual polo-T which i wore during each of my presentations, together with jeans and sneakers, how cool am i~ and the only two black pants i have is too small in size now, one cannot zip while the other one even worse, stuck at my tight. OMG, how much fat i gained over the years?? So, the polo-T still not a big problem at this point, pants is in priority of my shopping list. My target today- no matter how i NEED to buy new pairs of pants, in case i got an interview suddenly. Finally, after wandering in a few shops, i managed to buy one. 

P.S. it's not slacks  

Eighth, after trying all the pants, now i can continue eat more.

such a big bag @.@

actually i just bought one bun ~

P.S. dunno why every time i can't resist myself from buying their buns.

and i also bought one cup of ice cool herbal tea and some fruits. No photo taken because i have finished eating them on the way back home..... I am terrible i know >.<

Ninth, finally done, and my legs are so tired now. Stamina and age are inversely proportional. It is even worse if the constant is big. Okay, just ignore my last part, my macro lecture still retain in my mind. It is a good sign tough.

taking KTM again!!!

Tenth, what else if it is not taking the shuttle bus?? taxi? maybe, but i don't want spend money on that when i can get a free ride, summore i am not in a rush.....walk back? siao ah!!!!

okay, basically that is what i have done today, being alone for the whole semester is terrible, although i get used to it already. Final exam coming soon, but i feel like the semester just started days ago, how time flies. In my next post, i will share about my life i in this sem. Stay tune~

hui yin 

2013 september semester

开学四星期了，什么也没做，只是不停的煲剧，日煲夜煲，日剧韩剧都快被我看完了，疯了我…… 下星期三个 midterms, 一个assignment, 下下星期两个 assignments, 一个 presentation, 而基本上从开学到现在我没有在听课没有在读书，tutorial 也不管，心也不在，更夸张的是三个星期后就是 final 了，我到底在干嘛呀?! 这是什么生活啊?!

原本以为十一月十二月可以 skip 掉 co-op 1, 那知被那个跟 procedure 跟得死死的 lecturer reject 掉我的 application, 气死我，我的假期就这样跟我说 bye bye 了，计划好在那段时间读书考paper 的，现在却要一面工作一面读书，haiz...... 而且我没得回槟城了 T.T 悲哀~

很快的还有一年就要毕业了，但还没有踏入社会的觉醒，是不想面对自己已经到达那阶段了还是认为自己还不够资格去进行下一步?? 算了，那是一年后的问题，一年后再想……

学校前好像是要开间starbucks, 不确定但听说好像是，读了两年你才开，玩也啊。可以想象完全被学生光顾的starbucks, 少了种high class 的感觉，不是看不起学生，只是认为少了种享受而已，谁去starbucks 不是为了那种气氛? 那我不会干脆在咖啡店或家里喝咖啡就好? 算了，有好过没有，不过我觉得我顶多也是 take away, 坐在那会遇到很多小弟弟小妹妹，而且还是不懂事的那种，haiz.....

明天看医生，哈哈，可以光明正大的不去学校，又可以出去玩，爽~ 你看，才讲下星期考试现在却想出去玩，哪来的心读书啊? 过了明天再说……

无聊的生活…………真的很无聊





hui yin

五月。干嘛？

话说回来，不知不觉中已进入五月中旬了，时间过得真快啊~ 五月本来是我的月，可惜它现在又暗又黑的，唉，除了叹气还是叹气……让我慢慢说吧，我会尽量按照日期诉说的……

五月一日，才开始第一天就接到坏消息，好像又要搬家了，真不明白为什么我总是要烦恼这问题，有谁会像我读一个degree 搬酱多次家？搬家原因一：原本说好搬进来的女生最后一分钟说不搬了，导致屋主得付那房间这个月的房租，屋主说下个月如果没人搬进来大家就搬出去，她实在顶不了这么贵的房租。现在跟我讲简直就是晴天霹雳，这么赶我找得到房子吗？原因二：屋主九月可能会去UK 继续深造，但得看这个sem 的成绩。所以说呢，我迟早也是要搬家的，疯了。搬家很累得你知道吗？过了几天我们终于见面了，都回来了，可以好好谈了，现在她却说要我继续租，如果她去UK的话她会找人组下榻的房间，然后我代替她打理，因为她签了两年的合约，想放也没那么容易。我就是不想管才没有租下整间房子的啊，不过我实在是不想搬，但现在的房租的确有点贵，唉，再看怎样吧……

五月五日，换政府，结果……一个字，黑。没想到它会影响我这么多，虽然我并没有抱着很大的期望，但是真的是太黑了，最讨厌不凭实力获胜的人了，黑。希望超人能够帮帮我们，否则将来的日子真的不知道该怎么过了……

五月六日，正式去上课，虽然以开课多天了。这个sem 的时间表很不美，虽然星期五没有课，但是星期一到星期五每天都是早上八点的课啊~要我的命T.T 八点还不打紧，重点是上完八点到九点半的课之后，下午三点半还是五点才有课，玩我啊？搞到我一天去学校两趟，不回家又不行，留在学校没事做会更累。猛摇头，唉……

五月七日，因为不知道时间表的关系，miss 掉一堂课，ops! 缺课没关系，是 malaysian studies，但我要我的 attendance, 不想被 bar 啊~ T.T

五月九日，去听 co-op briefing, 完全不知道该做什么，步骤一大堆，完全没概念，又要头大了，我不会找工作！我不会写 resume! 我不会 interview! 我不要穿 formal wear!

上了一星期的课，学校的 system 实在是烂到~ notes 都不能 download, 怎么上课啊你说？这 sem 那五个科目，只有一科跟朋友们一样，其余四科都得一个人孤零零的去上课，可悲啊~ 一个人上课多闷啊，不会又没人可以问 TT.TT

五月十日，新 semester 的第一次 outing, 去了 Bangsar Village 的 Three Little Pig and The Big Bad Wolf  吃晚餐，久违的 coursemate 们，见面时间太少了。

食物就这样咯，okay 啦，但不会让人想这么快回去吃第二次，店里的气氛还不错，价格呢就有点贵，portion 有点大， 还是比较爱槟城 ^^ 之后去了starbucks 买 green tea frapp, 50% discount, 喝得过瘾~ 然后就会学校参加活动，为了ECA point。今天看了slumdog millionaire, 这部电影我看了不知道有几次，答案我都会背了，没办法，总好过参加其他的活动。

okay, 行程报告结束，bye~ 

hui yin 

三月。四月

三月，过得很匆忙，不知不觉中就这样过去了……三月做了什么呢？印象中只有assignments, tests, replacements, assignments, tests, replacements, assignments, tests, replacements......完全没有让人喘气的空间，几乎每个星期六都要到学校去，周末像没有周末，谢天谢地一切都过去了，还好我撑得住。唉……又一个月过去了，2013年过了四分之一，我有好好地在过生活吗？当初设下的目标又达成多少了呢？话说回来，其实我忘了我自己设下的目标是什么了，待会再去看看……很不尽责的一个人…… :p

从 v 那里的部落格中发现，原来我们已经到达出社会工作的地步了，天哪，我还以为很遥远呢 >.< 什么时候开始我们真的这么老了啊？已经进入另一个阶段了吗？不再读书了吗？开始赚钱了吗？看来再过不久就会听到买车买屋子的消息了，好不想接受我们真的长大了的事实，还是其实只有我活在中学回忆当中？可悲的是时间不等人啊，就算怎么不想前进，人physically 还是会老的，如果mentally 不跟上时间的脚步，那么就会永远输人一载，永远都会活在别人的后面，可恶的时间，不留情的把人一直往前推，连停下来享受当下，好好欣赏风景的一丁点时间也没有，以这样的速度前进很快就会糊里糊涂的被推到尽头了，到时候连自己错过什么也不知道就说再见咯…… 我想太多了……谁叫我是一个只想享受，不想付出，但又没有能力能让自己能够过如此生活的一个人。天下没有白吃的午餐啊~ 要达到那平衡点还真难…… 看来我的问题出在我不够积极，反正都要付出那干脆积极的付出好了，吊儿郎当的态度反而拖累自己脚步而已。无论如何，像我所说的，我不是时间的对手，所以还是别向时间作对好了，我只能祝福大家，努力的过各自的生活，愿你们一帆风顺，都达到自己的梦想。每个人的脚步都不一样了，已经没办法比较，没有办法共同前进，以后的路就是孤身作战咯~

几天前枪声响起，意味着 2013年生日马拉松开跑了~ 一连串的炸弹将会埋伏在路上等着，噼哩啪啦，恐怖……二十二岁咯~ 为什么有种不停地在过生日的感觉？时间啊时间，慢点okay?

前阵子去查了soa 考试 schedule, 我好像有点时间安排不当，明年能拿的考试都落在六，七月，不然就十一，十二月，而我正好在那时候才拿完该读的科目，没时间准备叻 >.< ~ 还想趁在读书的时候多考些……自己读？很吃力耶……

我希望我的四月可以过得充实一点，难得有假期，该好好的玩一下，都说了我只想享受咯>.< 不知道谁有美国时间陪我癫……算了，到时候再说。


bye bye~


hui yin

忙

忙死了忙死了忙死了忙死了忙死了，快要被assignments 压得喘不过气来 >.< 不过我依然每天看戏……=.= last minute 才来赶的assignment 果然不好受，尤其是 group assignment，加上碰上不拿手的科目，更是紧张不已。自己已经够烦的了，再加上group mates 的冷漠态度，实在是 test 我的脾气。很不明白为什么她们那么不紧张，或许分数对你们来说不重要，但对我却十分重要，我知道我很现实，我想要有漂亮的成绩单，我很在乎成绩，谁不在乎成绩啊？那就可以不用读这科了。不过还好的是毕竟我们都认识一年多了，我的坏脾气他们多多少少也知道的，很感谢她们顺着我的指示做，事事都让我，不跟我吵，或许其实她们暗地里不爽我也不一定，伤感情是避免不了的了，我也很努力的在避免爆发脾气了，现在能做的就是弥补这裂痕。不喜欢跟朋友一起做 group assignment 就是这样，不跟她们做也不对，如果遇上更糟糕的group mates 更头痛，至少我们还比较了解彼此。算了，也不知道做对不对，反正交了上去也管不了这样多了，不管了。

生病了一星期，伤风，喉咙疼，咳嗽一起来，在我很忙很忙的时候来找我，真是气死。还好现在好多了，没时间给我生病了，final 要到咯~

不久前在 fb 看见人家 share 这首歌，一听就爱上了它 *like 我还特地 google 如何将它放在 blog 的 background, 哈哈！结果让我这电脑痴成功了，拍手拍手！！！放在这的好处就是它会自动replay，所以啊我都是开着它听歌的，谁叫 youtube 不能自动 replay :p

现在 week 13 了，下星期最后一星期上课，然后就要考试了，我还没读书……

这星期和下星期三要去医院，两个月到了啊~ 时间去过得真快…… 不知道这次会不会遇到帅哥医生呢？……请不要管发花痴的我，最近压力有点大……

看到 fb share 槟城有书展，好想去哦 >.< ~ 有好多书想买，找了好多地方，不知道那里找得到吗？况且我现在有 RM250 的 voucher，我好想去！！！！！我要去！！！！！T.T~

大致上讲完了，哦，对了，我想换 handphone，可是如果我换 handphone，我就不够钱交学费，如果我交学费，我就不能换 handphone了，ptptn，why u no come yet???? 差点忘了看病也要钱，房租水电还要付，还要喂自己…… 也很想去旅行……好像我很有钱酱……再不去玩就老咯~

好了，bye bye~

hui yin

补课

三月十六日       @.@

今天九点半补课，九点才醒，多亏把闹钟关了却以为眼睛能张开，匆忙的早上，早餐都还没吃就赶着去学校，到了学校发现班上的人寥寥无几，原来大家还没到，我没迟到啊~ 星期六补课好累>.< 这么一来只有明天才算是真正休息，但下星期三由考试啊，得读书…… 下星期有三个assignments due date, 一个还没开始到，我晕~ 两个考试，再晕~ 才发觉原来 final 要到了…… 已经晕倒在地上了…… 无论如何，今天我还是过得很废，什么也没做，有啦，有洗厕所，玩game, 看戏。唉，明天要好好读书咯~


hui yin

haha

三月十五日          热死人

今早不小心咬到该吞得药，苦死了>.<
考试和邻座的同学一起作弊，我不会，他也不会，想到就好笑…… 最终还是不会，算了……
一大堆 assignments, 考试等着我……没关系，很快就会过去……
明天有 class replacement, tutorial 还没做完……
明天有 discussion……
明天要交 report ……
明天要洗厕所……
明天是星期六 T.T ~


hui yin

看电影去~

三月十四日       阴

为了收集 ECA point, 我们都被逼参加活动，不知用意在哪的科目。话说回来，我们选择了看电影，好过参加 seminar, 所以，今天我们都到 north wing 去，这是我第二次到那里，比较有大学的感觉，但设施比较差，你能想象只有一张桌子的图书馆吗？天哪，我们 south wing 图书馆有五层楼高耶，真是天跟地的差别……对了，为什么会到 north wing 去呢？因为这是engineering student 举办的活动，north wing 是他们的地盘，所以理所当然的就在那里咯。south wing 其实之前也有类似的活动，但是那时候嫌东嫌西的，结果叻，现在得去到north wing，这就是所谓的自找麻烦。

电影六点半开始，我们五个人就像是山芭佬，乱走一通，为了找 auditorium, 还好不是我一个人，几 paishe……

入场卷，还蛮花心思在设计上

  

组办当局准备的食物，我们无聊过度开始玩起来……

今晚我们看了 3 idiots, 印度戏，其实我看过了，但为了ECA point,  加上觉得其实还不错看，所以就再看一次咯~ 三个小时的戏，很认真地看完，还是觉得很不错，看不闷 ^^ 

电影结束，拍了张照片，回家写 report 交差

用一个晚上的时间换 8 分，回到家，累死了，明天还有考试 @.@ 天哪~ 我还没读！！！但现在很想睡……希望明天考试容易些…… 我的 IT~ T.T 

hui yin

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wahahahaha, guess what, my final exam timetable is out, and it will start in one-month-time..........but i'm still in my holiday mood though ton of assignments and midterms are just around the corner. I am so dead now, how am i going to stuck all those things in my brain?! no choise, it's too expensive to let it go....... a busy month i have for this month, hopefully i can persuade myself faster starts studying now, i have been too relax since my P-exam overed...... hello~~~~ i still have my FM, FME and MLC-exam to go before i graduate from ucsi, you know that?! where got so much time for you waste huh?? you got less than two years to complete all those papers, and you still doing nothing? how i wish i can remember that all the time......


by the way, last saturday i mis-replaced my completed document with the one i done half way................................. in the end i need to redo all, =.=.............i got nothing to say..........................



hui yin

^^

finally...........考完了，谢天谢地 pass 了， phew~ 总算没浪费我的努力，没亏待大家对我的帮忙，也保住了一些些自尊心，让我更有motivation 向前冲，真的真的松了口气。趁着现在 mood 还不错，得赶紧追上这sem 的科目，开学那么久，还没动到一丁点内容呢，都把时间放在考试上了，得快快追咯~


an nyeong~


hui yin
考试归考试，读书归读书，戏照样要看~ ^^

开学第一天

又开始感到害怕，为什么我那么害怕开学啊？压力又来咯……我剩下13 天读书，我去没有积极地去读，我快疯了……


huiyin

mold attack !!!!

首先，本人今早已经离开槟城了~ 大约下午一点抵达家门口，开门，脱鞋，开房门，开衣橱………… OMG!!!!!!!!! 我的衣橱发霉了!!!!!!! 我这次头大了 @.@ 亏我离开前还特地去买那个可以吸收空气中水分的东东，可见，没有效 >.<

壮观吧~

侧面

基本上整个橱都被攻击了，我里面的衣服裤子也免不了 T.T 我的天~~~我要晕了@.@ 我一回来就要收拾残局?! 我要读书!!!!! 

结果，没办法，全部东西都得洗过，我再晕~~ 以下的衣服还得分开两次洗……

看，几满，还有一堆还没来得及洗，没地方晒了~ 幸好家里没人跟我争^^ 唉，几悲哀

其实这些衣服我都很少穿，比较常穿的假期时都带回槟城了，谢天谢地我明天还有衣服穿~ 不只是我的衣橱，我的柜子，桌子…… 基本上整个房间到处可见那可恶的霉，我得大扫除了，抹墙壁，抹桌子，抹所有东西……累…… 之后还要洗厕所，脏死了，都不知道他们是怎么用的 >.< 幸好我回来得早，开学前还有点时间晃……不对，我还要读书!!!

现在下午四点半，还没整理完，我倒~ 这样下去也不是办法，新年还要回去，我不想回来又要来一次>.<


累……新学期要开始了，加油吧~ Bye bye, 要继续清理了，要不然今晚不用睡了 >.<



hui yin
我家电视机终于又能看了

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果然，还是一个人在家最好，享受独自的空间，没有压迫感。我还是适合一个人住。近几个星期周末都会有 housemate 留下来，不自在，也不喜欢他们带朋友回来，我还是比较喜欢静静的，没有约束，想做什么就做什么。下星期还有一张paper 要考，但现在已经是holiday mood 了，真糟糕 >.< 不行，待会开始得好好读书了，趁着没人在家时好好读吧，上星期还真头痛的，有时候还真搞不懂，明知道家里有人考试不应该就安静点吗？体谅下别人嘛，还带一大堆人回来，搞到连读书的地方也没有，还好我从一开始就陆续有温习，不然就会尝试到本人发飚的威力了。

再过几天就要回槟城了，也意味着我将离开internet 一段时间，家里没安装嘛>.< 没 internet 的日子照样过，还好我不是那种没 internet 就活不下去的人。回到槟城与朋友叙旧，看看书，也为明年的exam 准备准备。两个月的假期转眼间就过了，这将会是我最后的假期了吧，明年开始 internship 了，好好享受吧，也好好休息养病吧，这学期还蛮吃不消的，不知道明年的long sem 会怎样呢？



hui yin

stress

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG that's what usually happen before exam, OMG can't finish studying all the chapters, thanks to the laziness which overwhelming me for these few days, my god. tomorrow exam starts, three papers straight for three days, how am i going to study?? OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. how i wish i can burn all the notes and drink it before going into the hall. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG .............